Confidence misplaced

Constantly worried what others' reactions will be when they realised that their confidence is misplaced, how wrong they've been and how rotten that subject is.

What goes up must come down.

I wished it all began from down.
Too late
I'm sorry.

Ouch..

In the midst of cleaning my room. Its really a major project with so many things in my room...

Threw out chunks of my history notes that day. Heartbroken to dump my work and memories and sift out those that can be used as rough paper...
Years and semesters of education that drip out of the brain and chucked into bins.
Surprising, it hurts.