Saturday, June 25, 2005
School reopens. Soon
That is the picture of one of my students, obsessed with a puppy during one of our outings. COuld still remember that he cried when we wanted to leave.
Time to fit all of them into my mind and heart and brain once again. Cos school is gonna start! HELP.
After one whole month of bumming around, i wonder how i'm gonna psych myself for the new school term...
Sometimes i wonder whether i chose to be in this line cos i'm just not adventurous..
and
When some people commented how NOBLE this job is.. i always feel ... not up to it.
and
someimtes i feel that i'm not good enough. In fact, many times.
But still try to tell myself that i can't possibly be a brilliant teacher instantly. Maybe a few more years down the road... maybe
I just hope that i'll love them enough to be willing to go an extra mile, more miles
FOr now, maybe i should remember how adorable they are and get my butt moving to finish my admin work
Remember N, who will cling on to me on the way to toilet, on the van
Remeber N, who will poke me for the fun of it.
Remember YT, who can laugh the whole day long when he's in a good mood
Remember YT, who can make my day when he reaches his hand out to touch an apple or orange.
Remember YnT, who cries (faking it) when he doesn't get his toys.
Remember YnT, who will pat soap on his face when washing hands.
Remember WY, who giggles whenever some1 else is being scolded
Remember WY, who likes to listen to teachers gossiping
Remember H, who washes his hands clean by rubbing them against the sink. (it works, surprisingly)
Remember H, who sometimes go "oOOOH" when he sees pretty teachers or ladies
Remember WZ, who can manipulate any ball of any size
Remember WZ, who ... arghhh!!
Remember JW, who laughs so cheerfully and complains so painfully
Remember JW, whose health and life i fear for...
Please don't rebel when school starts!
Shopping!
Thursday, June 23, 2005
Don't Know Why
Upset.
Cos i just heard news that I've got accepted by NIE. But my colleague- NO
Don't know why.
He has taught there for a longer period than me.
He is a caring, good teacher who does his best.
Don't know why.
Unless its really that piece of paper which says i have a Degree and he a Diploma
But whether one is a brilliant teacher really doesn't depend on a piece of lousy paper... Damn
Man.
If its because the cohort is smaller, i rather be the one to wait.
Have I taken anything away from him cos i joined the school?
Don't know why...
Cos i just heard news that I've got accepted by NIE. But my colleague- NO
Don't know why.
He has taught there for a longer period than me.
He is a caring, good teacher who does his best.
Don't know why.
Unless its really that piece of paper which says i have a Degree and he a Diploma
But whether one is a brilliant teacher really doesn't depend on a piece of lousy paper... Damn
Man.
If its because the cohort is smaller, i rather be the one to wait.
Have I taken anything away from him cos i joined the school?
Don't know why...
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
Thursday, June 16, 2005
elephant
I'm developing elephant thighs...
THat is definitely NOT something i am pleased about..
yet being the time-dwindler i am... i'm not really doing anything about it...
Let's not forget that I'm growing old and has less energy to do what i'd like to
I was huffing and puffing and struggling and risking bursting my lungs just to finish... 2km?
gosh
I'm developing elephant thighs
oh.. no.. actually. the elephant thighs are already in existence
THat is definitely NOT something i am pleased about..
yet being the time-dwindler i am... i'm not really doing anything about it...
Let's not forget that I'm growing old and has less energy to do what i'd like to
I was huffing and puffing and struggling and risking bursting my lungs just to finish... 2km?
gosh
I'm developing elephant thighs
oh.. no.. actually. the elephant thighs are already in existence
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