Still fat. Sigh.

Yes.
And I'm still fat!
Grrr!

MAJOR SIGH>

Nichts.

Fluffy. Springy.
The brain is light.

So stuffed with info, yet nothing flows.
Cotton wool filled the entire brain,
yet dry, it remains.
No juices seeped, no linkling reached.

Poems? Out of league.

Air-head.

Weeeeeeeeeee!

Stuffed.

Stuffed I am. Literally and figuratively.

Food:
-Mos Burger for dinner (yummy!)
-papaya and apple
-part of durian puff
-soup
-tea
Well... that explains why my pants and tops seem to have grew fonder of my fleshy flesh. Cling cling cling.

Life nowadays seem as filled as my growing stomach, as packed as bus 199 every morning.

Resumed life as a student for barely a week and I'm already feeling the stress.
Actual Lost:
-up to $70 on books
-up to $60 on cab
-up to 2 hours of sleep per day
-up to 2 hours of tv per day
-up to 2 hours of CCA

Actual Gain: -Weight.

How to juggle both work and studies... I really have NO clue.
Monday to Thursday, study from 0830 to 1130, work from 1230 to 1715...
Reach home at 1900. Eat. Bathe. Rest. TV!
Hmm... when am I gonna read notes, do assignments, write essays, and at the same find time write lesson plans, do resources, handle extra duties?
HMMMmmm...
Why is it that mainstream school teachers with MOE get $$$ just for studying, while special education teachers have to study to continue getting $$$?
Is the work special education teachers do any easier or less meaningful than mainstream school teachers?
Why the great disparity in income... why can mainstream teachers study full-time while special ed teachers part-time... What The Hell.
Just feel like complaining.

How to do work wholeheartedly when one's mind is down?
How to study in depth when one is labouring physically?

Have utmost respect for those who work and study at the same time.