Super clumsy today.
Slammed my knee against the drawers in the morning.
Wasn't that bad but it bled.
Punctured my toe again in the afternoon when i opened the door.
Wasn't that bad, but bled again.
2 gapping wounds in one day ... am i stupid or am i stupid?!!
Went jogging later in the night ... ( My greatest enemy must be eliminated)
Hobbled down the stairs and was internally whining... perhaps i couldn't jog afterall...
Silly poignant thoughts intruded after the 3rd kilometre...
One doesn't feel the pain nor think about the wounds when one is focused on something. ( my focus is finishing at least 4km). Somehow, it hurts when i was thinking about my bloody wounds when coming down the stairs... but the wounds didn't matter when i was concentrating on keeping alive while jogging haha
Guess when we keep poking at the wounds, keep thinking about the pain, the blood, the open flesh, it just makes the pain worse... Self-pity and whining don't help a tad...
Perhaps i should take a firmer stand... have new resolutions... find new hobbies... do more constructive stuff...
The wounds should hurt less.. each time i remember to think about it...
One day, we shall all be pleasantly surprised that they don't hurt anymore...
Didn't manage to express what i was really thinking. Darn... disintegrating expressive language. Ha ha ha. Whatever la.
Monday, November 13, 2006
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