Friday, December 15, 2006

Rants in Chants

Unable
is prose
is feeling
are sentences

Broken
are words
are thoughts
is heart

Trickled
are dwellings
are swellings
is hurt

Pitied
is me
is time
are them

Dreamt
are things
are materials
is size

Denied
are hopes
are senses
is it

Finished
is strength
is cash
is this

Thursday, December 14, 2006

Hope?

Christmas is nearing and I am fearful.

Choke-inducing incidents:
1. Singing songs about praising the lord during practice
2. Lying on yoga mat and listening to hopeful song today
3. Thinking about how I have let my kiddies down
4. Wondering if S would ever learn how to choose
5. Laying fingers on the digital piano
6. Wanting to confide that he was of the same name
7. Reading "Brand New Friend"
8. Having doubts that hope will ever return.


Heartening matters:
1. Talking to P
2. Talking to JM
3. Talking to YJ
4. Talking and shopping with Glad
5. Having tea yet again at Bakerzin
5. Getting most of the stuff for new classroom
7. Getting presents for kid & volunteer
8. Receiving invitation to go for Christmas musical
9. Looking at my kiddies photos
10. Dreaming about my new camera
11. Seeing my favourite cute-from-afar instructor
12. Buying (and eating) Marks and SPencers digestive biscuits
13. Thinking about next gym session

More happy moments then!

Its already 2021.

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