And when you see multiple entries .. you know its Escape-from-Lesson-Plan, Pre-Monday-Blues night.
Gosh. Why do i hate doing lesson plans SO MUCH? One teeny consolation- its Term 1 WEEK 10!
1 WEEK before school holidays (not that i really have holidays... sigh) So i get to take a break from stupid LP for 1 week. Cheers...
Was complaining vehemently to sis during jogging this morning about our stupid organisation, MCP calculative P etc... Really unmotivated to do more work because of all the dumb things teachers are made to do...
Already have problem doing what I am supposed to do ( i need time to read, stone and procrastinate also k... its justified...ahem..)
ANYWAY, the point is, i stay back in school because i want to prepare for my lessons, do some resources etc... Recently i find myself staying back because of silly meetings about curriculum and stuff irrelevant to my own work. And i'll prob be observed by my appraiser next week... One word: SIAN.
Furthermore, the rubbish heap of stuff jumbled my brain up making me unsettled all the time. Instances:
- I couldn't swim in peace. (That day, after helping out another CCA, stayed back to swim- told myself only wanted to do a leisurely 10 laps but ended up swishing back and forth non-stop... just can't seem to relax..)
- I was impatient when jogging. Couldn't enjoy the journey... only wanted to quickly finish and get my ass back home.
- Had another "nightmare". Actually... it was a daymare. Fell asleep before my tuition today. In my dreams, i was in Khatib and i was late for tuition. Was anxiously trying to figure out what was the fastest way i can get back to Jurong for tuition. Its like Wah-Rao, cannot even get away from school related landmarks in my dream
Other Stuff:
- I suspect that I am suffering from (mild) OCD
- I can't go on MSN because I will get distracted from work
- My room is bloody messy and i hate it
- My classroom is bloody messy and i hate it
- I eat too much
- I eat too much
- I EAT TOO MUCH!
Haha.. how grouchy.
Oh, since i'm eating too much, wanna share one of my favvv... BREAD
Went Cedele (because all the other restaurants at Wheelock spotted queues) with Zhuz on Friday night and was pleasantly surprised to find out that it is not only bread on the menu. Though ... we chose to eat sandwiches eventually.
Anyway, i love the sandwiches =) Think I'll probably go back again, just to try out other stuff on the menu.
To end off... a short note- i have forgotten how therapeutic music can be. So used to leaving tv on while doing work that i seldom on musik. I actually have 8Gb worth of music on my notebook, should not let them go to waste =P
OH... I wanted to add on... bought some old vcds from rental shops recently! They are a steal at 3 for $10 (who needs new ones anyway...) I have Royal Tenenbaums, Gosford Park, Little Miss Sunshine, Blood Diamond, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind etc... Lovely!
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